last day of febuarary and well i am posting so there

k cause it is the last day of the month of febuary, (spring may be on its way i heard), i will keep the post short like the rest of febuary seems to have flown by. Sigh so anyway writing this before i go eat dinner for the night and then become immobile playing my monster rancher game lol i <3 tigers if you do not know what i am talking about oh well ( I love my hunny too) sighs wishes he could be here, anyway next week starts the dreaded two week period know as midterms sigh, and just when i started to post again there goes my free time sighs and stomach rumbles suppose this qualifies as a post anyway here we go of to dinner we go following the yellow brick road to portabello road sigh people if you didn't get the two referances why are you reading this i mean really you should all understand i referance the strangest things at the strangest times lol, any way while a certain some one is snoring i should probably go eat something, snore snore snore can hear him from here the dreaded hippo lol. (one of two random sleeping people lol) sighs sighs sighs sighs sighs sighs missing my comments on my blog gothby98 where did you go.

sigh missing certain people

i miss am missing people right now and worrying about my classes tomorow and well just not happy overall sighing well blogging is making me feel better so here we go lalalalalala hmmmm sigh so anyway i have to go see little women the musical tomorow more on that one later

AAARRRGGG

I am sick i think i ate something off at dinner tonight, but i will live just feel a little out of it right now sigh wish i was with my boyfriend 16 days till i see him again sigh oh well lets see tomorow for my classes i have a lab and a chem quiz sigh oh well get them done and fall asleep at home

50 posts it is finally here

ok so this is my fiftyth post so to make it special we have got to have a poem ok don't think i've posted this one and if i have it has been awhile

My one desire
To be with you
The passionate fire
Surrounded by the cool blue
Flying through the sky
If this is a dream
I could die
I could scream
Time to be myself
Unlock the riddle
Of my heart
And let myself out
Searching for you
My one desire
We’ll make it though
The burning fire
Seperated by the sea
My emotions
Pointed me
In the right direction
Reaching out for the sky
Leaving worries behind
Spread my wings and fly
No one to say you’re out of line

sigh and how about another one i just made up right now

in twilights shadow
do i dream of you
neither in light or darkness
do you dwell some would say
you are just a dream

If I must dream to find you
again I will sleep until I do
searching every memory
every moment we spent
for clues to where you lie

Till I find you alone standing there
waiting for me gazing at the stars
surrounded by white roses their
petals fill the air I say I love you
but you vanish there a mirage, a memory

I will keep searching till i find my way to you
Sigh why aren't you here with me
Where did you go
why did we have to leave
Just know I will find my way to you


ok i know it doesn't rhyme but just thinking about being apart from my boyfriend and well its are 4 month anniversary friday and yet again I don't get to spend time with him in fact I may just break down that day and start crying in the college theatre during the play i am forced to go see for my theatre app course sigh

sigh in brighter news wait i have brighter news when did that happen oh yes this last weekend and monday i didn't have to deal with my room mate aka Hippo (cause he snores like an injured one and i think he quite resembles one) cause he left to go home and my i think i got the best sleep i have ever gotten in la crosse dorms plus i realized if he ever has to leave college early i would have plenty of space in this room sigh anyway i think that wraps up my 50th blog post btw anyone besides my boyfriend who reads this mindless drivel is ever looking for a love video on youtube search for dragoon1311 and you will find a few good love song vids set to final fantasy game clips

Sigh blog why don't i have the time for u any more

blog where does my time go that i no longer seem to be able to stay on top of u well i guess no complaints in my life so i really haven't needed to vent into the void that is my blog

it's wednesday people

ok i know i have been neglecting my blog i don't mean to it's just i have a few more important things to do. So here is my stuff for the week going to see my boyfriend this weekend, getting back into the anime monster rancher, and yes my first bid on ebay a round of applause (now if only i could win something.) lol anyway word of the week is monster rancher lol i know two words but hey i don't care good luck to all my blog readers out there in blogland