15 days remain

well today was my last lab of the the semester yes, yes , yes party. that is pretty much all there is to say other than finding out 2 of my high school friends are transfering here next year and we are making plans to host a get together at some point lol.

on the 16th to last day to end of the year

my roommate gave to me 2 stupid kenoshians who will be spending the nights and weekend here damn them all to hell to burn with in the flames i fan. Elsewise today i accomplished: my his 102 map quiz, the start of my arc 100 bog body exercise, my lab questions and take home quiz, my wing meeting and ordering i book i just found out now that i need for my his 102 class sighs hope it gets here before the end of next week or i am screwed. sighs anyway overall angry right now and that is enough said.

the countdown begins 17 days remaining

ok like in the title i have stated i have 17 days of college left this semester and well this semester flew by, and i didn't post as much as i would have liked and well i am sorry dear readers, but here we go, i will keep it short since i still have things to work on tonight sadly.
So things i did this week: cut my foot in lab, fell down two flights of stairs, freaked my bf, skipped 4 classes for a "funeral" well my mourning time, cooked chicken (garlic and lemon, cajun (spelled wrong), and italian, met some of my bfs old friends, helped make shish-kebabs, and got addicted to myspace which my profile is www.myspace/astaraelesteed. and well that is it 4 now

Thursday

Hey all it is thursday and well sorry i have not posted in awhile but had kind of a busy week, the NCUR is here this week (national convention of undergraduate research) which is causing problems and tuesday my bf came and visited me (very happy) and not that much has happened other than that 29 days till the end of semester very happy bout tomorow since my history class has been cancelled due to NCUR issues but yeah happy, going to eat a turkey sandwich and go to my chem discusion section in an hour and take a quiz on thermochemical equilibrium values (not fun =( ) but oh well still working on character bios and sketches to post later. Sighs and 29 days left with the hippo one day at a time and then he is gone still don't know a nationality for my room mate next year since he is an internation student. anywho i am out for today all my blog readers have a good and stay safe (yeah i can talk points out several scratches he has gotten that he doesn't know where they came from) but that is besides the point. Anyway hopes this good weather lasts for awhile or it becomes a thunderstorm hehehehehehehe..... (evil cackling) yeah i know i said i was out but i just keep thinking of things to say lol, so anyway i have a relatively clean and nice dorm room = ) my bf helped me a little when he was here tuesday to clean the room (or really the underneath my bed area) Anyway just playing with Astarael my pet penguin but going to stop and get that sandwich.

The Main character from my book so far

ok finally settled on names for each character and will do bios for each of them along with a drawing and if i can figure out how to use my scanner/printer i will post them with the characters but anyway the names in particular order

Narim - water aligned - weapon harp / music - male
Soleria - fire aligned - weapon twin swords - female
Terran - earth aligned - weapon axe - male
Zelos - thunder aligned - weapon snake sword (sword that splits it self) - male
Gryph - air aligned - weapon bow - female
Liane - nature aligned - weapon throwing daggers - female
Stefeon - light aligned - weapon glaive - male
Grimion - darkness aligned - weapon greatsword - male
Ophelian - dream aligned - weapon chakrum (i hope i spelled that right lol) - male
Romeria - time aligned - weapon Scythes - female
Alec - chaos aligned - weapon spear - male
Ashelia - stars aligned - weapon staff - female

now for the evil characters well sorta

Freya - water - female - silence trait lust
Novus - fire - male - silence trait greed
Orre - earth - male - sloth
Kinto - thunder - male - gluttony
Adis - air - female - Envy
Jocelyn - nature - female - vanity
Valendia - light - female - pride
Lucian - darkness - male - anger
Moran - dreams - male - fear
Clarissa - time - female - sorrow
Jace - chaos - male - charm
Isabelle - stars - female - truth

so there we go now to write out there bios and sketch them lol so yeah this is what i did in my history class while i waited for the proffessor to show up today. Plus vote for ur favorite character from each category in the comments section the ones with the most votes gets done first.

by the way i am voting for Ashelia and Isabelle so who will you vote for ? lol

In other news i have a dorm room for next year finally now the only thing left to do is register for classes which is coming up as well as finals for this year which it looks like i may only have 2 finals during finals week this year yes, yes, yes

In more random news I love my bf cause two tuesdays ago he had off and came to visit me here in the dorms, unfortuantely the hippo ( aka my room mate) was there most fo the time and decidded to bug the hell out of me when i got back, but is all good.

Easter is this weekend there will be no blog posts except maybe sunday night in which it will be kept short most likely the announcement of my funeral after which you r all invited. (well that or a jail sentence)

But anyway happy wednesday to anybody who read this far

yeah a second post

A new game has started am I the pawn or the player
In the end does it really matter if one falls so does the other.
Release my hidden memories, a forgotten past
Thrust into the future but why I am here

The board is slowly coming together
Where I will find the truth
Journey through the places
Player or pawn I must reach them

Stars shine down on me mocking me with their freedom
Lost in the chaos am I, wishing to be free
Time is lost to me, and yet will not pass me by
My dreams are ghosts of old memories and places I have been

Swallowed by the darkness of the world,
But never losing sight of my light that dwells within my heart
My burning passion still rages
Not even the might of the ocean can quell it

Running cross the earth like the wind
And yet still moving as slow as a rock
Thundering and lightning strike but yet
I must guard all of nature from those who seek its destruction

Even though the rain must fall
Does it even cleanse my soul anymore
Who have I been, what have I seen
Where do I belong

A memory of a life I never knew haunts me
Through night and day the feeling of something drawing close
Singing the song of the stars must I as I journey
A nightmare haunts me, the blackness within my soul

After all doesn’t a star shine because it is surrounded by darkness
Do I even shine anymore, powerless to change my fate
Memories of runes, runes that seem to shine
But who I am to think I have such gifts

I am not special, but why then am I haunted.

I've been thinking

sighs thinking, thinking, thinking and i still can't figure out where my bf is hiding my vids on the net sighs i mean really he could just TELL me where they are sighs, other than been with out net off and on for the past two weeks so that is why i haven't been saying much, my bf came and visited me last tuesday for a few hrs and i liked it a lot, finally got to show him around campus and well that was fun, tomorow is dorm sign up for Angell hall which is where i am hoping to live as a sophomore. Sighs just watching bleach right now waiting for my bf to wake up so i can talk to him sighs i miss him. Now for my random words that are running through my head.

Throught twilight skies i fly
feeling the wind beneath my wings
soaring through the clouds towards the sea
the sea colored rose from the sinking sun.

But i am not there i am trapped here on the ground
away from the stars
where does my path go
memories from ages past haunt me so

memories of the lives i've lead
memories of the times i've died
and yet my soul knows no rest
when will the stars give me my rest

journey on i must to find the answer
waiting for the sealed powers within to awaken anew
then i will walk among the stars


sighs i know kind of depressing words but yet seems to describe me even though i am not depressed. sighs still working on my book chapter 3 is progressing i just don't have the time to write but at least the ideas are there. well until next i write